Happy New Year, Jami.

I'm sorry we couldn't ring in 2019 together. My work trip has been extended, well . . . indefintely. Barcelona is amazing though, albeit unpredictable similarly to San Francisco. Just the weather though. It seems the craziness happening back home hasn't followed me to Spain, at least not yet. I think I might want to stay here forever. Come visit me and see for yourself what it's like here. I miss you.

2018 was full of ups and downs. The beginning was hard. I didn't know how much I wanted to be a mother; the mother of your child. I made a few poor decisions beginning with running away to Greece. I now know I needed you by my side to heal. To have you back in my life is such a blessing. Though we're not together right now, you will always be my soulmate, Jamison Todd. I love you.

In 2019, I hope you attract and manifest everything you want. You deserve that and so much more. I am so lucky to have been loved by you. Thank you for letting me in. I'm excited for what the new year will bring. Although we're miles apart, let's stay in touch this time around. I'm looking forward to see where life will take us this year.

Love,
Ana